stick-to-it-iveness is not a fucking word you dumb bitch

i got drunk last night. but what's new. but this morning, i woke up and watched discovery channel. it was a special on medicine. kids in the phillipines with cleft lips who get surgery from an australian medical mission called operation smile. but the focus was on this 2 year old kid who had a cyst on the front of his face, it was some brain thing. about the size of a softball. some parts of his brain had seeped through and it just hung there. i surprised myself because i cried. i'm better now.